Sunday, November 28, 2004

Inspirational quotes for an uninspired world

I just thought I should share these. They sum up things that I believe in and things that I want to aspire to.

The Future happiness of the human race depends on good people who want to live in peace with their neighbors, and are willing to protect their neighbors from those who don't want peace.

Orson Scott Card
Shadow Puppets


All we did was what we knew that tomorrow you would have wished we had done today.
Orson Scott Card
Shadow Puppets


I hope I am able to apply these to my everyday life everyday, not just when it seems applicable. We don't always realise things in time, nor do we always see everything, but I think all of us have wished that people would see us or realise our situation and then stand beside us in whatever way they could and offer us their support, their compassion and their solidarity. Maybe if I start today doing what I can then tomorrow someone else might see that. Maybe they will remember that and one day take a chance and for a moment see what is going on for someone else. They might even help someone else and understand how good it feels just to help. In doing so they might want to do it more often and others will see and repeat it. Conscience is not innate, it is learned, and if not practiced it atrophies.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

The goodness of sleep and Ghost in the Shell 2

I haven't been sleeping too much for the last while, I have just had too much to do so after a small debacle which I will get into in a minute I decided to take a nap yesterday. It was the most glorious nap of my entire existence (I love being dramatic, have you noticed?) I slept so soundly for about two hours that everything went away, no awareness of Jon playing FIFA, the cars were gone no one outside, nothing. It was great, according to Jon as long as I was sleeping on my back I snored but when I rolled over on my side I did not, and I still do not feel any embarrassment because I got extra sleep! I needed that, and I think I will be taking more of it soon, as I just got up for work and I feel like I could use more, so I will arrange to take a nap later and catch up more.

Now on too the travesty that not sleeping enough brought into my life. I went to see Ghost in the Shell 2 (http://www.gofishpictures.com/GITS2/main.html , links still not working???) yesterday and my god, from the fifth second I knew that this movie had had even more love poured into to than the first. The only problem is that I have been periodically nodding off due to sleep deprivation, and this caused me to miss a few minutes of the movie and be inattentive at moments when I really should have been watching, and unable to read or focus on some of the subtitles. Which is a true travesty, like I said, because this is a work of art. It is beautiful, the CGI work is photo realistic and impressive to me as I have some knowledge of how much work it must have taken (I found out later that it took four years to complete the movie) and the classical animation is very well drawn, my only complaint is that the lighting does not match the CGI 3D work very well. Otherwise, WOW, and the detail that was included, the little touches to make it feel even more real; litter, dust, stains, graffiti, and just general detritus that you would see in everyday, that is so hard to replicate in an animated work. The story was good and possibly better than the first one (although it did echo the first one) but I found the point of view to be so pragmatic and visual that I forgave the little things.

I strongly suggest seeing this movie in the next six days as it will no longer be in theatre after that, http://www.mytelus.com/movies/tdetails.do?theatreID=306 this is the Granville 7 theatre's schedule, Ghost in the Shell 2 is only playing matinees at the moment and will no longer be playing after Thursday. So see it while you can on the big screen because the grandeur of this movie will be lost on the small screen. I wish I wasn't working for the next six days or I would see it again and catch it all. Don't be a me, see the movie in it's entirety and feel superior to me.

LOL. Have a good day, and think about what I said, you may regret missing this.

Friday, November 19, 2004

I think I am going to start giving credit advice soon

I think I am going to start giving credit advice on this blog soon, the stuff that I am finding out. I just have to find out if there is anything that I should not be saying first. I am not about to lose this job, it is too awesome.


Thursday, November 18, 2004

Ok, so I have little time right now ...

I have been so busy right now that I have not really been blogging too much. I will make the time I swear.

I would like to say that the job is going well and I must thank Natasha (linking is not working right now so here is her blog http://natashastuff.blogspot.com/) who was my good luck charm. That interview went so damn well, and now so is the training period, everyone seems to like me; even the people who I thought were not totally on my side. It helps when you smile, but then again that is my theory on everything in life. I don't know what to say, I am jumping to far ahead and the everyone even the managers who are so far up the company that they should not know how you are doing are like "you have no worries, we already know you are going to make it and we won't start judging you until the five month mark". Now I have to say that is the coolest, the guy who was my "buddy" today was like you have got it all down let's move on to this stuff that you'll be dealing with next week. I am gung-ho in other words. Totally psyched and having a blast, I seem to be having lots of energy these days so forgive the boisterousness of this post.

Besides these things, everything else is going well, as always I don't think I am doing much until I realise that I have not had anytime to even email or do simple posts. What can I say life rocks, it is hard but so long as you do not give up and just keep working at it'll take you places that are truly beautiful.

Still full of love for everyone, hopefully I will see you all soon.

Monday, November 15, 2004

I had not realised how long it has been ....

Ok, I have not died or anything. I swear. Life has just been busy and I should put aside more time to blog, I just haven't really felt up to it and I was without internet for nine whole days (that was the worst nine days of my life .... ok that was just for dramatic effect, just in case you did not realise) and then I hurt my back and have not been feeling like doing much.

So we are going to do a quick update: I have a new job at CIBC as a credit councilor, I start in two hours (10 am) and I am truly looking forward to it; I have been having some fun dancing at celebrities; I am learning to ask for peoples phone numbers so that I can increase my pool of friends (also learning that most women automatically assume this means you're trying to hook up); watching Lost, a damn fine TV show; having Halo 2 parties which, after last weekend, I will be running classes for newbies to help them survive and actually have fun at the game; making things work at my friend Jon's place (bit cramped for two but it is working out well, atleast I think so); and just generally having a lot of fun and meeting new people.

Anyways that is the update for now will tell you more after work today.